urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc Dorrie Dorrie 2005-09-22T21:09:51Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:25225 2005-09-22T21:09:51Z 2005-09-22T21:09:51Z <a href="http://handbags.freepay.com/?r=15699079">http://handbags.freepay.com/?r=15699079</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:13797 2004-02-21T23:08:32Z 2004-02-21T23:08:32Z <table border="1" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" align="center"><form action="http://memegen.deskslave.org/viewmeme.pl?un=smurdlad&amp;meme=1070167195" method="POST"><tr><th colspan="2" bgcolor="#000000"><font color="#DDDD88">Your hook up with Jesse Lacey by smurdlad</font></th></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#000000"><font color="#FFFFFF">Your livejournal username</font></td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"><font color="#000000"><input type="text" name="Your livejournal username" value="dorrayfxc" size="20"></font></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#000000"><font color="#FFFFFF">Where you meet</font></td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"><font color="#000000">at a ski 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.008. ] height: 5'7" ish<br />[ .009. ] hair color: brown<br />[ .010. ] eye color: greenish<br />[ .011. ] race: caucasian<br />[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: nope<br />[ .013. ] do you have braces: nope<br />[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: medium.<br />[ .015. ] where were you born: milford, ct<br />[ .016. ] current location: milford, ct<br />[ .017. ] zodiac sign: gemini<br />[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: 1 and a half.<br />[ .019. ] nationality: italian, irish, native american(i have to be cool like jim)<br />[ .020. ] bad habits: biting my nails<br />[ .021. ] piercings you have: 3 in each ear + cartilege<br />[ .022. ] piercings you want: labret<br />[ .023. ] tattoos you have: none<br />[ .024. ] tattoos you want: star on wrist. so cliche<br />[ .025. ] today's date: july 14th<br />[ .026. ] the time: 5:28 pm<br />[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: right on<br /><br /><br />. : Family : .<br />[ .028. ] mother's name: dorcas<br />[ .029. ] father's name: ron<br />[ .030. ] step-parent's names, if any: nope<br />[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): none<br />[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): none<br />[ .033. ] favorite aunt: cintra or claudia (mom's side) + dawn or donna (dad's side)<br />[ .034. ] favorite uncle: hmm... sal or shawn (mom's side) + dean or shawn (dad's side)<br />[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: NONNY! my only grandparent<br />[ .036. ] worst relative: umm...doreen<br />[ .037. ] best relative: they all rock.<br />[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: sometimes<br />[ .039. ]does anyone in your family understand you?: i don't think so<br /><br /><br />. : Pets : .<br />[ .040. ] do you have any pets: nope<br />[ .041. ] what are their names: <br />[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: <br /><br />. : School : .<br />[ .043. ] are you still in school: yup<br />[ .044. ] did you drop out: nope<br />[ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: i don't remember. 3 point something<br />[ .046. ] favorite grade: 12th haha<br />[ .047. ] least favorite grade: 6th<br />[ .048. ] favorite teacher: don't have one.<br />[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: oof last semester's psychology professor.<br />[ .050. ] favorite subject: english, psychology<br />[ .051. ] least favorite subject: math, history<br />[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: bought<br />[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: not even<br />[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular ativities: i think i did yearbook for like 2 days<br />[ .055. ] are/were you popular: i don't know. <br />[ .056. ] favorite dance: i guess prom.<br />[ .057. ] favorite memory: i dont know<br />[ .058. ] least favorite dance: bleh<br />[ .059. ] least favorite memory: get over school<br />[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: there were a lot<br /><br /><br />. : Favorites : .<br />[ .061. ] number: 8<br />[ .062. ] clothing brand: american eagle<br />[ .063. ] shoes: etnies <br />[ .064. ] saying: whichever i say the most.<br />[ .065. ] tv show: lizzie mcguire and the osbournes<br />[ .066. ] sport: soccer or baseball<br />[ .067. ] vegetable: carrots<br />[ .068. ] fruit: apples and cantelope<br />[ .069. ] movie: now & then, the faculty, little giants, the little mermaid, empire records..<br />[ .070. ] magazine: i guess rolling stone<br />[ .071. ] actor: josh hartnett, ashton kutcher, and heath ledger<br />[ .072. ] actress: christina ricci and hilary duff<br />[ .073. ] candy: raisinettes.<br />[ .074. ] gum: extra..the green kind<br />[ .075. ] scent: love spell<br />[ .076. ] candy bar: milky way<br />[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: chocolate or peanut butter cup<br />[ .078. ] color: purple<br />[ .079. ] season: spring & summer<br />[ .080. ] holiday: christmas<br />[ .081. ] band: glassjaw<br />[ .082. ] singer: justin timberlake + christina aguilera<br />[ .083. ] group: n sync. haha<br />[ .084. ] rapper: 50 cent + nelly<br />[ .085. ] type of music: i don't know<br />[ .086. ] thing in your room: candleabra and my awesome hanging candle things that mom got me <br />[ .087. ] place to be: the city<br />[ .088. ] radio station: i dont listen to radio <br />[ .089. ] tv channel: disney + mtv<br />[ .090. ] junk food: doritos<br />[ .091. ] overall food: lobster rolls! hell yeah<br />[ .092. ] store: american eagle i guess<br />[ .093. ] shoe brand: etnies. we went through this already..<br />[ .094. ] fast food: taco bell <br />[ .095. ] restaurant: jimmies<br />[ .096. ] shape: star<br />[ .097. ] time of day: night time!<br />[ .098. ] country: england was rad. <br />[ .099. ] state: New York<br />[ .100. ] boys name: jordan<br />[ .101. ] girls name: ariel<br />[ .102. ] mall: don't have a favorite<br />[ .103. ] video game: tony hawk<br />[ .104. ] shampoo: bed head or pantene<br />[ .105. ] board game: monopoly<br />[ .106. ] computer game: sims<br />[ .107. ] car: mustang<br />[ .108. ] music video: "Weird" - Hanson<br />[ .109. ] swear word: fuck<br />[ .110. ] word: i dont know<br />[ .111. ] month: june<br />[ .112. ] cartoon character: trent from daria<br />[ .113. ] scary movie: the ring, even though it's hella scary<br />[ .114. ] team: yankees!<br />[ .115. ] possession: a special towel that i have or my teddy bear :)<br /><br /><br />. : What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear : .<br />[ .116. ] eminem: asshole<br />[ .117. ] dog: mikey<br />[ .129. ] linkin park: sucks<br />[ .130. ] jack: jill<br />[ .131. ] rainbow: rain<br />[ .132. ] cherry: pit<br />[ .133. ] cucumber: salad<br />[ .134. ] shark: ocean<br />[ .135. ] lifehouse: sucky band<br />[ .136. ] bat: man<br />[ .137. ] leather: jacket<br />[ .138. ] whip: chains<br />[ .139. ] america: freedom fries hahaha<br />[ .140. ] water: shower<br />[ .141. ] volcano: lava<br /><br /><br />. : This or that : .<br />[ .142. ] rock or rap: rock<br />[ .143. ] rock or pop: rock<br />[ .144. ] rock or r&b: rock<br />[ .145. ] rock or metal: metal<br />[ .146. ] rap or pop: pop<br />[ .147. ] rap or r&b: rap<br />[ .148. ] rap or metal: metal<br />[ .149. ] pop or r&b: pop<br />[ .150. ] pop or metal: metal<br />[ .151. ] r&b or metal: metal<br />[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: limp bizkit<br />[ .153. ] tool or korn: tool<br />[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: selena<br />[ .155. ] hot or cold: cold<br />[ .156. ] winter or summer: summer<br />[ .157. ] spring or fall: spring<br />[ .158. ] shakira or britney: shakira<br />[ .159. ] icp or eminem: eminem<br />[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: manson<br />[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: garbage<br />[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: mtv<br />[ .163. ] buffy or angel: buffy<br />[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: gilmore girls<br />[ .165. ] football or basketball: football<br />[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: summer<br />[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding<br />[ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: skateboarding<br />[ .169. ] black or white: black<br />[ .170. ] orange or red: red<br />[ .171. ] yellow or green: green<br />[ .172. ] purple or pink: purple<br />[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: slipknot<br />[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: pac sun<br />[ .175. ] inside or outside: outside<br />[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: weed<br />[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell<br />[ .178. ] pen or pencil: pen<br />[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: powerpuff girls<br />[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: scooby<br />[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: dragon ball z<br />[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: star wars<br />[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: piercings<br />[ .184. ] prep or punk: who cares?<br />[ .185. ] slut or whore: slut<br /><br />. : Private life : .<br />[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: nope<br />[ .187. ] do you have a crush: sure<br />[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: not in a romantic way<br />[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: no way<br />[ .190. ] how many people have you kissed: psht. my lips are sealed <br />[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: some kid on the playground in pre school<br />[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: oh i'm a regular heartbreaker PSHT<br />[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: who hasn't?<br />[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: i don't know<br />[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: :oP <br />[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: nope<br />.197. ] please post it if you do: nope<br />[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yup<br />[ .199. ] please post it if you do: nope<br /><br />[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: both<br />[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: psht<br />[ .202. ] are you still friends: haha<br />[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: yup<br />[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: sure<br />[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: nope<br />[ .206. ] how about a little x : never. gross.<br />[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: nope/<br />[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: bad<br />[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: i'm the sissy who can't even drink those.<br />[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: yeah.<br />[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: i don't<br />[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: marlboro menthol lights<br />[ .213. ] are you a virgin: yes<br />[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: fuck off<br /><br /><br />. : Would you ever : .<br />[ .215. ] bungee jump: nope<br />[ .216. ] sky dive: if i wanted to piss myself, maybe<br />[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: yeah<br />[ .218. ] scuba dive: yeah<br />[ .219. ] go rock climbing: have before<br />[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: nope<br />[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no, but i know people who have<br />[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: nope<br />[ .223. ] cross-dress: nope<br />[ .224. ] lie to the police: yeah.<br />[ .225. ] run from the police: nope<br />[ .226. ] lie to your parents: it doesn't work. they always know.<br />[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: no, my name isn't mary.<br />[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: nope<br />[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: nope<br />[ .230. ] streak: nope<br /><br /><br />. : Have you ever : .<br />[ .258. ] flashed someone: nope<br />[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: what a disaster<br />[ .260. ] been to michigan: nope<br />[ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: nope<br />[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: nope<br />[ .263. ] skateboarded: yup<br />[ .264. ] skinny dipped: nope<br />[ .265. ] stolen anything: nope<br />[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: nope<br />[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: yeah<br />[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: probably<br />[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: nope<br />[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: yeah<br />[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: nope<br />[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: nope<br />[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: nope<br />[ .275. ] been to a concert: yeah<br />[ .276. ] been to another country: yeah, 3 other countries<br />[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: oh yeah<br />[ .278. ] got pulled over: yes<br />[ .279. ] got in a car accident: yup<br />[ .280. ] broke a law: sure<br />[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: nope<br />[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: no<br />[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: yeah<br />[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: nope<br />[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: nope<br />[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it: nope<br /><br /><br />. : Opinions : .<br />[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: some of it is good<br />[ .288. ] about boy bands: n sync hell yeah<br />[ .289. ] about flag burning: yippee<br />[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: who caressss?<br />[ .291. ] about suicide: stupid<br />[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: retarded<br />[ .293. ] about abortion: if its necessary. <br />[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: haha i'm a fan<br />[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: happy<br />[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: vicki<br /><br /><br />. : What did you do : .<br />[ .297. ] last birthday: went to dinner with the friends.<br />[ .298. ] yesterday: nothing<br />[ .299. ] last weekend: worked + family cookout + ACS show.<br />[ .300. ] christmas: presents + fam came over.<br />[ .301. ] thanksgiving: ate<br />[ .302. ] new year's eve: watched everyone drink and shit, chilled with the friendsss<br />[ .303. ] halloween: went to the parade!<br />[ .304. ] easter: went to aunt's house<br />[ .305. ] valentine's day: nothing<br /><br /><br />. : the last : .<br />[ .306. ] thing you ate: dinner<br />[ .307. ] thing you drank: arizona iced tea<br />[ .308. ] thing you wore: puma pants, soccer shirt and stuff.<br />[ .309. ] place you went: cumberland farms<br />[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: ears<br />[ .311. ] person you saw: mom<br />[ .312. ] person you kissed: gave guy a kiss on the cheek<br />[ .313. ] person you fucked: no one<br />[ .314. ] person you talked to: mom or dad<br />[ .315. ] song you heard: hilary duff's song<br /><br /><br />. : Now : .<br />[ .316. ] what are you eating: nothing<br />[ .317. ] what are you drinking: iced tea<br />[ .318. ] what are you wearing: puma pants, soccer shirt, etc.<br />[ .319. ] any shoes on: no<br />[ .320. ] hair: straight<br />[ .321. ] listening to: television<br />[ .322. ] talking to anyone: nope<br />[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: nope<br /><br /><br />. : Yes or no : .<br />[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: no<br />[ .325. ] do you like cows: they smell<br />[ .326. ] are you a bitch: yes<br />[ .327. ] are you artistic: hmm sure<br />[ .328. ] do you write poetry: no way<br />[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: depends on what i'm running for<br />[ .330. ] can you ski: nope<br />[ .331. ] are you british: nope<br />[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: ok hot topic<br />[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: wow, you're gay<br />[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: yeah<br />[ .335. ] would you eat mac &cheese with hot dogs in it: yup<br />[ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made alice in wonderland: no<br />[ .337. ] are you straight: yeah<br />[ .338. ] are you ?stupid, ?insane, and another ?physically handicapped: no, but i think you are. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:8291 2003-07-09T05:23:45Z 2003-07-09T05:26:48Z Brand New - Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades Hmm...So yesterday I spent some quality time with my boys Daryl and Chris (1). Daryl and I drove all the way up to Old Saybrook, with no radio, mind you. Fun stuff. Went to good old Staples and visited with Chris, went to Walmart and Radio Shack and then sat in the employee room while Chris worked on Daryl's new CD player. They ragged on me the whole time for not going to their shows anymore. That wasn't too fun. The Nose was the worst. Oh well. We'll see if I attend a NothingStar show anytime soon, boys. haha.<br /><br />After that I went to Vicki's, had some mac n cheese and watched murder by numbers, then came home. Good times.<br /><br />Today Vicki and I tried to sunbathe, but it was too hot. We ended up going to see 28 Days Later, which was AWESOME. What a crazy fucking movie. <br /><br />After that we went to her house to get some cash and headed to Hamden to her show. I actually think I'm starting to like Grover Dill. AKA Preston was cool. Jeff is their drummer now, which was kind of weird cause I'm too used to him being in ACS. The show was good. Got to hang out with my homegirl Ashley. Fun stuff. <br /><br />After the show we went to the flyer and then called it a night. Now I'm sitting behind the computer like a nerd. How cool am I?<br /><br />Tomorrow is Norma Jean at the El n Gee! Woop Woop! Plus With Honor, oh yes, good show. I think Vicki and I are going up with Ashley. Not sure who is driving yet, but we'll figure it out tomorrow. Right now, I'm going to go make myself useful and stop being anti-social! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:8130 2003-07-06T06:03:53Z 2003-07-06T06:03:53Z Hanson - Can't Stop Wow..<br /><br />A few highlights of this evening with Miss Stefanie. <br /><br />Went and saw the fireworks at High Plains Community Center in Orange. Fun stuff. <br /><br />On the way to taco hell we almost killed a guy on a motor cycle. It would have been funny if the stupid fuck flipped. To all you people that ride motor cycles, don't follow cars too closely when a light turns yellow, especially not a white honda.<br /><br />After that we went to my house which is where all the fun started. I think the lady at taco bell slipped some drugs into our tacos because we were crazy. We decided to go to Wal-something to get the shit we needed to do crazy twisties in my hair. Stef had to wear my lei and then we were set to go after acting like we were crazy drunks and laughing our heads off at my house.<br /><br />Before leaving we popped in good old Hanson, our pop princes, and were on our merry way. We got to Wal-something without injuring anyone motoring around. We finally arrived at walgreens and as we were walking in the rent-a-cop followed us. <br /><br />Conversation between Stef and Rent-a-cop man:<br /><br />RAC: What, did you just get back from a luau or something?<br />STEF: Yup<br />RAC: Oh<br /><br />haha. Yeah, he definitely thought we were two crazy drunk girls. What's wrong with wearing a lei to Walgreens? Don't they expect that kind of thing, being open 24 hours and all?<br /><br />We finally got back to my house, where Stef did her nails and put the jizz that we got at walgreens in my hair. Now that my hair is "rock hard" and ready to withstand the worst of weather and all other natural disasters, I am beat. <br /><br />I splatted some lava soap on Stef's pants when she was trying to get the jizz off of her hands. Good times.<br /><br />Oh, and I now have five friendsters. Count them, 5. Woop Woop. <br /><br />I am the shit. And my hair looks DAMN good. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:7737 2003-06-30T20:49:05Z 2003-06-30T20:49:05Z The Early November - Come Back (acoustic) I was all set to make my next journal entry about what an awesome weekend I had and how much fun I had, but now I don't feel like typing about fun and all that bullshit. Every time I'm in a fucking good mood, bad shit happens. Maybe I should just keep myself in a bad mood all the time, then I'll never have disappointment.<br /><br />I used to be like that...I'd always be a bitch and never have any fun, just so I wouldn't have to deal with big let downs all the time. It never fucking fails, every time things are going good and I'm doing fine, something happens to fuck it all up. I am so sick of that.<br /><br />I wish that I could move far away and just start over. I hate it here. I hate the people here. I hate my family. At this point, I don't even think I'd want to take anyone with me if I moved. <br /><br />My mom said that people aren't only assholes here, it's like that all over the place. I think she's the biggest asshole out of them all. I think she needs to stop bitching about how she's paying for me to go to college and all this stupid shit. I have yet to meet one person whose parents aren't paying at least some of their college tuition and she acts like it's so common that people that are my age put themselves through college. Sometimes I wish she'd fucking open her eyes. She's so ignorant and all she ever does is put me down. <br /><br />I'm tired of being the stupid girl that always gets hurt. I'm tired of everything. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:7527 2003-06-27T07:47:00Z 2003-06-27T07:47:00Z Taking Back Sunday - The Ballad Of Sal Villanueva So it's been about a week since my last little journal entry and what a week it's been.<br /><br />I went to Chrissy's graduation on Tuesday with Vicki and Stacey. It sucked because it started raining and we had to go stand in the dugout because Vicki's leg can't get wet. So I did not get to hear Chrissy's name called or see her or anything, which blew. I hope we hang out before she leaves for the summer cause she's a rad girl. <br /><br />After graduation we came back to Milford, I dropped Vicki off and Stacey left when we got to my house. I chilled for a while and then Vicki called asking me if I wanted to go to Norwich. I did not want to drive, so I told her to see if Stacey would drive. Needless to say, Stacey said yes and we headed to Norwich to meet Joey AKA Asshole. What a cool kid. He looks like Jason Priestly and he's a hardcore singer. In our adventures to Norwich we met officer Baskett and he helped us, since we were lost. We finally got to Joey's house and chilled outside for a couple hours with the motherfucking coyotes. Hot shit right there. Then we were beat so we left.<br /><br />Wednesday I went to Vicki's "show" with her. It was a sixteen year old's birthday party. How fun. We got to ride in Michelle's cabrio though, so it was all good. There was some drama because this cunt Kelsey was at the show and she gives Vicki dirty looks. I personally think Vicki should beat her with her crutches...the metal ones though. After that we went back to Merritt's and hung out there, ended up leaving to get my car then came back and sat there watching Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back. Good times.<br /><br />Today I went to the studio with Vicki. It's always fun to go to the studio. Quinn made us laugh our asses off with his "mentally challenged" personality. The A Certain Something CD is FINALLY done. Amazing. That's all I have to say. As Jeff would say...it's like a "rock opera" haha. Gotta love Jeff. After the studio we went to Friendly's and then back to Merritt's. We chilled and listened to the CD. It was cool. Then I got dropped off at home in White Trash Wilma. Hot.<br /><br />What an amazingggg week, aye? I probably left some stuff out, but who cares? Not I. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:7411 2003-06-20T06:27:27Z 2003-06-20T06:41:31Z Brand New - Okay I Believe You, But My Tommy Gun Don't This week has been kind of boring. Not much to do cause Vicki's out of commission. That's okay though, I've been running around too much lately and being out every night can get tiring. Hmm...Stacey's birthday was yesterday (the nineteenth). We went to IHOP. It was good times. Stacey got her hair done. Stef dropped us off at Stacey's, then we drove around. Tried to find Daryl's work, but we weren't very good at that game. <br /><br />Tonight I went to Vicki's and chilled with her. We watched Vanilla Sky, Camp Nowhere, Elimidate, and some non-mentionables. Teehee. <br /><br />So I don't usually use song lyrics for journal entries, but this is an awesome song and to me it sums up some stuff I think, even if no one will take the time to read it. Yup. Not feeling too much of the new Brand New though.<br /><br />i am heaven sent<br />don't you dare forget<br />i am all you ever wanted<br />what all the other boys promised<br />sorry i told<br />i just needed you to know<br />i think in decimals and dollars<br />i am the cause to all your problems<br />shelter from cold<br />we are never alone<br />coordinate brain and mouth <br />and then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out...<br />i wish i knew<br />i hope this song starts a craze<br />the kind of song that ignites the airwaves<br />the kind of song that makes people glad to be where they are <br />with whoever they're there with<br />this is war<br />every line is about who i don't want to write about anymore<br />i hope you come down with something they can't diagnose <br />and don't have the cure for<br />holding onto your grudge<br />oh it's so hard to have someone to love<br />and keeping quiet is hard<br />cause you can't keep a secret when it never was a secret to start<br />you could at least pretend you didn't want to get caught<br />we're concentrating on falling apart<br />we were contenders and now we're throwing the fight<br />but i just want to believe <br />i just want to believe <br />i just want to believe in us<br />oh we're so contraversial<br />we are entirely smooth<br />yes<br />we admit to the truth<br />we are the best at what we do<br />and these are the words you wish you wrote down<br />this is the way you wish your voice sounds<br />handsome and smart<br />ooh my tongue is the only muscle on my body that works harder than my heart<br />and it's all from watching TV <br />and from speeding up my breathing<br />i wouldn't stop if i could<br />oh it hurts to be this good<br />and you're holding onto your grudge<br />oh it hurts to always have to be honest with the one that you love<br />oh so let it go<br />we're concentrating on falling apart<br />we were contenders and now we're throwing the fight<br />i just want to believe <br />i just wanna believe<br />i just wanna believe<br />we're concentrating on falling apart<br />we were contenders and now we're throwing the fight<br />i just want to believe <br />i just want to believe <br />i just want to believe in us<br />this is the grace only we can bestow<br />this is the price you pay for loss of control<br />this is the break in the bend<br />this is the closest of calls<br />this is the reason you're alone<br />this is the rise and the fall.<br />we're concentrating on falling apart<br />we were contenders and now we're throwing the fight<br />i just want to believe <br />i just want to believe <br />i just want to believe <br />we're concentrating on falling apart<br />we were contenders and now we're throwing the fight<br />i just want to believe <br />i just want to believe <br />i just want to believe in us urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:6919 2003-06-15T03:38:25Z 2003-06-15T03:38:25Z 50 Cent - Patiently Waiting Yesterday was awesome. Ming and Chow came to Connecticut! They finally got to see good old Milford. haha. <br /><br />Vicki was supposed to play an outdoor show, but it rained, so after a few games of phone tag and a lot of confusion, the show ended up getting moved to Russ' basement, which was pretty cool. About thirty-five people showed up. It was hot as hell. A Certain Something only played a couple song, but we saw an awesome band from Rhode Island. Brookside from Long Island were good, but a little on the annoying side. <br /><br />Jim was supposed to come hang out yesterday. He seemed to be really excited about it on thursday night and early on friday. It's kind of funny how things change so quickly. Whatever. I don't need friends that are going to constantly dick me over and play stupid mind games with me. <br /><br />Anyway, Megan and Nicole left this morning, after an interesting sleepover and back to back episodes of Blind Date in the early hours of the morning.<br /><br />Today I went to Stef's dance recital with Stacey. It was good. Stef was fucking awesome. Sometimes it makes me wish that I stuck with dancing all those years ago. It's not me though. The recital was a little on the long side, which made it worth the thirteen dollars that I paid for the ticket, I guess. <br /><br />After that, I brought Stacey to her aunt's house and came home. There isn't much to do when majority of your friends are playing a show in Long Island and the only friends that are "around" are the ones that never really hang out with you or dick you over, ya know?<br /><br />Eh, this is pointless, I'm done. Brooklyn's looking better and better to me. The party room with Ming + Chow and of course Vicki will be hanging out with us all the time too. Too bad I have to go to school. That always puts a damper on things. <br /><br />*You shouldn't throw stones if you live in a glass house<br />and if you got a glass jaw, you should watch your mouth.* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:6841 2003-06-09T06:30:50Z 2003-06-09T06:30:50Z A Static Lullaby - Lipgloss + Letdown Work sucked this weekend. If you ever want a boring job, apply as a receptionist at your local old folks home.<br /><br />So the past couple of days have been kind of crazy.<br /><br />Last night was Senses Fail and Boys Night Out at Empress. Amazing. That's all I have to say. The sound at Empress sucks, but Senses Fail still managed to be fucking awesome. Vicki and I hung out up in the balcony and shit. It was cool. Dave and Buddy were up there, talking to Vicki and stuff. Matt from Red Chester, Eric from Grover Dill, and a couple of other people were up there too. Fun times. <br /><br />Today was Every Time I Die, The Hope Conspiracy, and American Nightmare/American Nothing/Give Up The Ghost at Empress. Another awesome show. Every Time I Die and The Hope Conspiracy definitely stole the show though.<br /><br />Vicki got harassed by some guy in a bandana. That was great. Then he was harassing the bassist from ETID when I was trying to buy my hat. What a bastard. <br /><br />We got kicked out of the balcony tonight for not having wrist bands. Please. The people that work at Empress can be really fucking gay sometimes. <br /><br />Saw Jim tonight. Gave him the CD I burned for him weeks ago. Got Stacey's DVD back plus another little surprise. I'm kind of wondering what is up with that whole thing. It's weird. Everything is weird. <br /><br />Matt was there tonight, which made it so much more awesome because I got to see him before he left for tour. I'm going to miss him! Who's going to IM me with "say baby wasss happenin'" anymore? OOF!<br /><br />Vicki says that I was talking in my sleep last night. Interesting. She was talking to me about Buddy and how he was talking to her online. What was I to do but answer? Haha. And a great answer it was. "oof"<br /><br />The only thing I'm a little disappointed about tonight was that I didn't buy Daryl something, but I really didn't have any money. I feel bad, but what is a poor girl to do? Oh well. I need sleep more than anything in the world. the four AM to nine AM thing just is not working for me right now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:6459 2003-06-04T06:22:17Z 2003-06-04T06:22:17Z Incubus - Idiot Box Yesterday was pretty cool. I woke up at a decent hour and went to Vicki's with Stef. We bathed in the rays of the sun. haha. It was cool. I got a little burnt. Vicki got real burnt. <br /><br />After that Vicki and I went to Merritt's. We tried to watch High Fidelity but couldn't pay attention at all. We went downstairs while the boys practiced. It was funny without Vicki singing. <br /><br />Vicki brought me home so I could eat dinner and not spend money on food cause I'm sick of it. <br /><br />I stayed home for a while. Then Stef came over and we played the sims. It was cool. We went to Wendy's for some dollar menu treats and then drove around. She brought me home and I pretty much went to bed.<br /><br />Today Vicki and I baby sat Dominique and Sal. They're the best. Dominique's the cutest little girl, but the biggest bitch ever. It's awesome. <br /><br />We came to my house and checked IMs and shit, then went to Vicki's. She spent forever and a day online and I played sky diver on her phone. <br /><br />We left her house and went to visit Stef at work. That was cool for a while. We left there around seven-thirty and came back to my house. I ordered some more clothes that I wanted, ate dinner, and chilled. <br /><br />The boys were playing basketball behind the library so we went and watched them do that, then went to Jay Gray's house to hang out for a while. Fun stuff. Watched the new Real World and some other random crap. Then Vicki and I left and drove around and I dropped her off at home then came home early and went through all my clothes.<br /><br />Now I'm about to go through all my pictures and put them in this photo box thing my mom gave me. I feel like crap, but I'm happy that I'm getting stuff done. <br /><br />Tomorrow is going to be a cleaning day, or else I get my ass kicked. I hate my room. It gets messy way too fast. Bleh. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:6259 2003-06-02T06:07:27Z 2003-06-02T06:07:27Z The Early November - I Want To Hear You Sad Today was my motherfucking birthday. Yeah, that's right. Haha.<br /><br />So my birthday pretty much started at 12 AM at Adam Lopiano's house when Tom played Happy Birthday on the guitar and everyone said happy birthday after the alarm on Stacey's phone went off. Good times. <br /><br />I ended up bringing Stacey home early because her contacts were bothering the hell out of her. Jeff took the ride with me and my car was pulling some crazy shit because of the rain. I hate rain. <br /><br />Yeah, so I ended up coming home and going to bed at like 4 AM then waking up at 10 AM to go out to breakfast with my parents. Friendly's. Yum.<br /><br />Mom and Dad got me The Sims Superstar and they're letting me order some clothes that I want. It's cool.<br /><br />I got about fifty phone calls from family and friends saying happy birthday. I never knew people cared so much. haha.<br /><br />Stacey picked me up at around seven-thirty I think and we went to Stef's house to meet up with Vicki and Stef. We left there at around nine to head to TGIFridays for dinner. Daryl met us there, but he was "fifty-nine" minutes late haha. It was all fun and games until I heard the familiar clapping of the birthday song. That was embarrassing, but surprisingly, I lived. <br /><br />All-in-all it was an awesome day. Vicki and Stacey got me my plugs, I got free ice cream, and Daryl made a sexyhot card for me and picked me a flower. Plus the ten million happy birthday's I got from people. I love my friends. They're fucking awesome and I wouldn't trade them for anyone. Not even you. <br /><br />Thank you, Christina, Megan, Nicole, Kendra, and Ashley for saying Happy Birthday in some form today. You guys are awesome as well :o).<br /><br />Now, I'm beat so I'm going to bed. Peace out bitches. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:6007 2003-05-28T05:47:05Z 2003-05-28T05:47:05Z Finch - Without You Here Today Vicki and I headed up to Hartford so Vicki could help Amie with a project she had to do. It was fun. Hung out up there for a while and Vicki was "acting" haha. <br /><br />This kid tried to kick A Certain Something off the show friday. Oof. Big mistake. We weren't having that. Vicki called Daryl and left him a voicemail and Daryl saved the day. Needless to say, A Certain Something is back on the bill and co-headlining with In Pieces. Funny how these things work out.<br /><br />So we came back from Hartford and went to Merritt's. We watched the Real World France casting thing and then at around eleven Vicki, Jeff, Merritt, Adam, and I went to the flyer to meet up with Daryl and his friend to "celebrate" haha. It was fun. <br /><br />After that, Vicki brought me home because she had to get her car home and then I talked to StaceFace and she came and picked me up and we drove around for a while, just hanging out, while I smoked my cigarettes. It was fun.<br /><br />And now I'm doing laundry and thinking about the rest of the week. Tomorrow I get to baby sit for the beast herself, Dominique haha. I love her, she's my favorite little cousin. Such a bitch, much like myself. <br /><br />Thursday I'm going to Long Island with Vicki to hang out with Ben (FATA). That should be tons of fun. <br /><br />Then of course the show is on friday. Awesome show, might I add. NothingStar, A Certain Something, For Her I Can Be A Hero, In Pieces. Awesome. I can't wait. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:5774 2003-05-27T17:24:19Z 2003-05-27T17:24:19Z Glassjaw - Hurting and Shoving So this weekend was...interesting. <br /><br />Jim quit NothingStar. It's kind of weird. I know I'm probably never going to see him again. Eh, that's okay. He's going to be the sad one when he doesn't have The Early November's acoustic EP. Hah.<br /><br />I can't say much about what I think on the subject, because I don't want anyone to be offended and I have conflicting opinions about the whole thing. Like I said, it all confuses me. I'm staying out of it and not getting in the middle. I've heard Jim's reasons, I've heard other stuff. It's not my place to really say anything. <br /><br />Like I told Daryl the other day, it's just sad that such an awesome kid changed so much in so little time. We all used to have so much fun and now it seems like no one's having fun anymore. Oh well.<br /><br />I worked this weekend. Did absolutely nothing on Saturday night. Sunday night went to the Olive Garden with my parents and Vicki. Then went to Merritt's to watch The Matrix after driving aimlessly for a while. <br /><br />Memorial Day was dumb. I worked from four until seven, picked Vicki up, went to my house, she played on the webcam, i took a shower and got ready. We went out, drove around, couldn't find anything to do and ended up at the flyer. Then we drove a little more, then went home. Boring. <br /><br />It's finally nice out today. It's been raining for about a week now I think and today it's finally really sunny and nice out. Sad that I have nothing to do that involves being outside. Oh well. <br /><br />More later I guess, there's nothing left to write. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:5454 2003-05-25T01:39:37Z 2003-05-25T01:39:37Z The Starting Line - Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now Last night was an interesting one to say the least.<br /><br />After spending all day in the car, we final got to East Greenwich, Rhode Island at around four-thirty. Not too bad, for leaving Milford at around quarter to two. <br /><br />The show was kind of a bust. There was a good amount of people there, but majority of them didn't pay to get in so the gas money guaranteed to A Certain Something was $5. Real cool since they drove over two hours to get there. There were a couple of cool kids at the show. Plus, Megan and Nicole were there! <br /><br />Overall, the show was pretty boring, there were two good bands out of five. Megan, Nicole, and I sold some ACS merch though so I was proud of us. hah. Vicki met Jarret, whom she went to see tonight at another show in Rhode Island. Crazy girl.<br /><br />After the show we went to Bickfords in Cranston. Jordan met us there. Now, I had faith that Jordan was a cool kid after talking to him on the phone and online. That faith is gone now. The kid totally changed his personality in five seconds. Weird-o. <br /><br />After Bickfords we said our good-byes to Megan and Nicole and Jordan and Chris. We headed back to Connecticut, stopping in Guilford to go to Quinn's house and pick Jeff up. <br /><br />Vicki drank too much coffee at Bickfords and was getting a little violent about the way other people were driving. What a scene that was. She even cut off a truck after he cut us off. That was the only scary part to the night, besides meeting Jordan. Hah. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:5125 2003-05-23T05:54:01Z 2003-05-23T05:54:01Z Evanescence - Bring Me To Life Today was fun, but man it flew by.<br /><br />Vicki and I headed to Hamden at like quarter to six. We got to Hamden High and waited for this kid Eric to get our tickets to Rob's graduation. Well, Eric didn't get there in time, but we found Rob, who gave us extra tickets and such. We went in, sat down, and waited for the shiznit to begin. There was this decent looking kid sitting in the row in front of us. He looked like our kind of guy, ya know? haha. Yeah, so Rob got his diploma, the ceremonies ended and we left after saying a quick congratulations and good-bye.<br /><br />From Hamden we headed to Wallingford, using the trust Merritt Parkway haha. We stopped for cigarettes and I got harassed and told that I looked twelve. Please, I wouldn't be trying to buy cigarettes if I were twelve. Idiots. <br /><br />So from the convenience store we headed to the studio so Vicki could do her singing thing. We got there and Merritt, Jeff, Adam (Lopiano), and Jay (Papa Jay) were there already. We went inside, Vicki sang, I chilled with the homeboys. Adam (Frawley) came a little later and then Jeff, Jay, Adam, Adam, and myself took a trip to the Food Bag to get some eats and sips. When we came back Jay (Gray) and Ashley were at the studio. We chilled there until around 10:30 when Vicki finished and then quickly made our way back to Milford.<br /><br />We went to the flyer, where it's always good times. haha. I called Daryl, but he didn't want to come at first. I tried to convince him, but it didn't work too well. Vicki and I sat and low and behold, the phone rang. Can you guess who it was? That's right! It was Daryl. He and his buddy from Dioxide were coming to the flyer. We waited there for them, chilled for a while and then all said a lovely goodnight.<br /><br />Vicki and I continued on to Gulf Beach, where we sat in the parking lot and talked to Jordan on the phone. Stef called and she decided to pop by and visit us. We were having a ball, blasting the radios and laughing until the police officer showed up. He shined his bright light at us, which pissed us off immensely. That's when Vicki decided to end the night, because we're heading up to Rhode Island early tomorrow to meet up with Megan and Nicole and possibly Jordan. <br /><br />Tomorrow should be fun fun. Ming and Chow and an ACS show. Oh...and Jordan. Haha. Yeah...good times. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:4911 2003-05-21T17:35:22Z 2003-05-21T17:35:22Z Glassjaw - Lovebites + Razorlines This week has been pretty cool. Last night I hung out with Vicki. We were supposed to go to my cousin's baseball game, but that didn't work out so we went to Starbucks and then sat at the beach smoking. Later on we went to see the Matrix Reloaded with Adam Frawley(Frothy haha), Merritt, Jeff, and Jay (the original Papa Jay). It wasn't really that good, the third one looks better, I must say. After that we went to Merritt's and chilled for a little, then Vicki brought me home.<br /><br />Today I think I'm going to the studio with ACS. Should be good times. Gotta talk to Vicki about the whole thing, cause I don't know when she's leaving and what not.<br /><br />Tomorrow I'm going to Rob's graduation with Vicki and I think either Stacey or Jeff. If Stacey comes, it might be kinda awkward since we're not talking and stuff. Oh well, whatever.<br /><br />Friday ACS has a show in Rhode Island, so I think I'm heading up to that. Maybe I'll go early and see Megan and Nicole or maybe they'll come to the show, that would be rad.<br /><br />So overall, the rest of this week is looking pretty cool to me. Except for having to work this weekend, that's going to be hell, but I'll deal. My summer is a lot less boring than I thought it would be as of yet. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:4830 2003-05-20T05:47:02Z 2003-05-20T05:44:54Z Senses Fail - Free Fall Without A Parachute Grrr...<br /><br />Today I did a lot. Stacey came over and ate Wendy's and chilled. I got chased by a bee when smoking in the back yard. Went with Aunt Cintra to do stuff for work. Went over to her house, waited for dad to come get me. Went and got my car, drove home, met Stacey there, went to the mall. Bought the Senses Fail CD. Almost bough five other CDs. Went to Eastern Pulse to look for shoes. Got Taco Bell, came home. <br /><br />Then I went out with mom to some craft stores. She's a fanatic. Called Vicki while I was waiting for mom, she was on her way to Merritt's. Mom couldn't find what she wanted, so we came home defeated. <br /><br />Vicki called, I played the Sims, she came over. We chilled here for a while, trying to figure out what was going on, but as usual, drama won. We had some laughs about 'bill clinton blasts bush...yeah he likes to blast the bush' and had fun. Then we went to Pilot, she played ACS's studio work for me. We laughed at some 'special' parts. She got Wendy's and we sat in the truck driver section to eat and smoke. Saw Josh Sanner and some kids there. We left and did a PR run, then she dropped me off. Here I am.<br /><br />I need to get out of here already. I think somethings taking over my brain. I'm trying to plan a day to go to Rhode Island. That would be much fun. <br /><br />Thursday I have to go with Vicki to Rob's graduation. I might just go to the studio with her, which would be awesome. Studio = good times. I don't know what's going on. I need sleep or something like that. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:4560 2003-05-18T20:51:24Z 2003-05-18T20:51:24Z Slipknot - Wait and Bleed I cleaned! Yes! I ran around like a crazy girl, throwing clothes in dressers and arranging my shoes up, cause I thought Daryl was coming to pick something up. Now I can walk without tripping over shoes and clothes. Sweet.<br /><br />I got an urge to listen to slipknot before I started cleaning my room up. I don't know why, it's weird. <br /><br />This weekend was hella boring. Friday was probably the most interesting night and I didn't do that much. Yesterday I wanted to go to Rhode Island, but I couldn't find anyone to go with me and I can't drive there alone. Oh well man.<br /><br />Ugh...even though I straightened up it still looks like a big mess in my room. <br /><br />HELP ME. I'm going crazy. I need to get out of this house. It's the devil, I swear. <br /><br />Yeah, so that's about it. Slipknot and cleaning. Old-school. I'm gonna go work on that laundry. Yup. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:4280 2003-05-16T07:01:27Z 2003-05-16T07:01:27Z Saetia - One Dying Wish So the carnival was fun. Sal and Carlos are two of my cutest little cousins and of course Aunt Dawn is hilarious. I didn't get to win a goldfish, but hey, whatever. <br /><br />Tonight there was a....gathering at Adam Lopiano's house. I hope I spelled that right haha. Vicki, Stef, Stace and I headed there around 9:30. Jay Gray, Papa Jay, Tom, Merritt, Jeff, Adam, and Ashley were there. Adam Frawley showed up later in the evening. When Jeff is trashed he's an amusing mixture of funny and annoying. <br /><br />We left the party because Vicki's allergies were acting up due to the cats. We drove Stef home, because she has a final tomorrow and as we were going to her house we saw the flashing lights of a police car on the street by her house. It turns out that some idiot hit a telephone pole, causing the pole to go straight down into the ground a bit, which meant that the wires were about eight feet off the ground. Then the crazy cack decided to try and drive away from the scene haha. Stupid guy. <br /><br />After that we went to the Flyer, always good times. It was packed with stupid people. We ate, paid, drove Stacey home, got followed by a cop, and then Vicki dropped me off. <br /><br />I came home, talked to Daryl. We won't go into that conversation haha. Daryl's too dirty for my journal. My virgin eyes can't take some of the things he comes out with. Teehee.<br /><br />All in all, I'd have to say it was quite a good night. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:3886 2003-05-15T16:34:11Z 2003-05-15T16:34:11Z The Early November - I Want To Hear You Sad Last night was so much fun. Vicki, Tom, and I headed up to see Grover Dill, Hidden In Plain View, Count the Stars, and The Early November. <br /><br />I've never liked Grover Dill. They bore me. I don't know. Hidden In Plain View was good, the singer looked like someone I know. The bass player from Count the Stars didn't realize that his fly was down the whole time. If he looked at me and Vicki, I hope he wasn't offended because we were laughing hysterically. The Early November....awesome. I'd probably see if Stacey wanted to go to Poughkeepsie tonight JUST to see them, because they were that good. <br /><br />So Mom calls me at around 12 and asks if I want to take my cousin to a carnival with my aunt and my other cousin. Who am I to pass up a carnival? Plus, it's wrist band night. I'm there. <br /><br />Not much to say yet today... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:3592 2003-05-14T17:19:31Z 2003-05-14T17:19:31Z Evergreen Terrace - Look Up At The Stars And You're Gone Tonight was fun. I saw the Lizzie movie again with Vicki and Stef. Then Vicki and I went to her house to wait for Adam to call. We ended up at Denny's with Adam, Adam, Jay, and Jeff. We had some eats and then headed to Adam's house to watch Fight Club. Jeff drank a little too much vodka and was being the crazy motherfucker that he is. <br /><br />Today there was a huge bee up in my skylight. Mom saved the day and killed it. It was really funny watching her try to spray the bee with bee killer spray. The only thing that wasn't too funny was having to wash all my clothes cause the spray got all over everything that was on the floor. <br /><br />Hopefully I'll get to go see The Early November tomorrow, that would be awesome. Jeff was talking about seeing Bane and Every Time I Die at Lupo's or the Met in Rhode Island. I'm up for it! Maybe Megan and Nicole will come.<br /><br />Sometimes people make me sick, but then I just sit back and laugh because I have a huge group of awesome friends that don't make me sick. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:3550 2003-05-12T21:30:27Z 2003-05-12T21:30:27Z 311 - All Mixed Up I hate my parents. Just when you think they're going to be cool, no, they're assholes again. They want me to get a full time job over the summer, plus keep my Mediplex job. They can fuck themselves. My dad thinks by calling me names it's going to make me do it. Oh and by threatening to take away AOL. WELL IF I'M SUCH A FUCKING RETARD I DON'T NEED AOL ANYWAY, YOU FAT PIECE OF SHIT.<br /><br />My dad also called me at like 3 PM today and told me to go "buy my mother a mother's day gift" because he heard her talking to someone and they asked what she got for mother's day and she said nothing. Like I was supposed to fly on my magic carpet to actually get to the store and get something, since they don't leave me MY car. My mom knew what I was going to get her anyway and I obviously can't afford it right now, I do have to work at least 2 more times in order to get them. Get over yourselves, neither of you went to college or did anything great with your lives. <br /><br />So my mom says if I don't get a job, I can't live in "her" house. Fine. I don't care. Kick me out, I'd probably be happier. <br /><br />Screw this place. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:3172 2003-05-11T05:41:03Z 2003-05-11T05:41:03Z A Static Lullaby - Annunciate While You Masticate Tonight was fun. I saw the Lizzie McGuire movie! It's excellent. Everyone should go see it. <br /><br />After that we had to go to the hospital, cause Jen's sister was taken there in an ambulance, so that wasn't so good, but Vicki met us there. We came back to my house and listened to Bermuda to Boston, because Vicki wanted to show us her accomplishments from the studio today. Then we laughed hysterically at the "funny part" haha. <br /><br />Stef and Jen left and me and Vicki drove around, yelling at people and smoking and listening to her song on repeat. We laughed every time the funny part came on haha. It was great.<br /><br />Tomorrow I think I'm going to see Sense's Fail, The Hope Conspiracy and Boy Sets Fire with Vicki! I'm excited. We're going to meet Will from Your Day Strong there too! Then I'm probably going to get signed in at Pace and sleep over there with my girls. Fun stuff, I tell ya.<br /><br />Ahhh I don't want to work tomorrow. Someone save me from the depths of nursing home hell! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dorrayfxc:3033 2003-05-09T18:14:43Z 2003-05-09T18:14:43Z Glassjaw - Matchbook Blackbook The past few days have been craziness. Nicole, Ali, Megan, and I went to Central Park on wednesday to do some tanning. It was fun. Ali and I left early so we could be back in time to shower before our English final. Yesterday I spent all day packing after my Psychology final. My room is basically all packed and ready to go, I just have to pack my computer up and then I'm set. <br /><br />I don't want to leave. It's strange, because when I left to come here I didn't want to come and now that I'm leaving, I don't want to leave. I'm going to miss the 10th floor girls. I know it won't be that hard to get together over the summer, considering Kendra lives in Connecticut, Nicole and Megan live in Rhode Island, and Brie and Ashley live in Massachusetts, but it still sucks to have to leave.<br /><br />I wish I could stay here and not have to do school work. That would be sexy hot. I hate school.<br /><br />Mom said that next year I need to focus more on school and less on shows. I think she's right. Either that or I have to focus less on shows in Connecticut. I've been trying to do that in the past few weeks. It's working. It's not too hard to stay away from something that confuses the hell out of you and the Connecticut local scene confuses me.<br /><br />Only about 6 hours left here..