| survey i stole from jim |
[14 Jul 2003|06:51pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 bored |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Your Day Strong - Fought Through This |
] |
[current desktop picture] christina ricci
[current favorite group] group? psht. i gave up on those.
[current cds in stereo] every time i die
[current color of toenails] clear
[current worry] school
[current hate] ahaha
[current love] who needs love?
Basics : .
[ .001. ] first name: dorrie
[ .002. ] middle name: alisabeth
[ .003. ] last name: cunningham
[ .004. ] nickname(s): dor, dorray, dorrica, dor-a-dorrie.
[ .005. ] gender: female
[ .006. ] age: 19
[ .007. ] birthday: 6-1-84
[ .008. ] height: 5'7" ish
[ .009. ] hair color: brown
[ .010. ] eye color: greenish
[ .011. ] race: caucasian
[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: nope
[ .013. ] do you have braces: nope
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: medium.
[ .015. ] where were you born: milford, ct
[ .016. ] current location: milford, ct
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: gemini
[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: 1 and a half.
[ .019. ] nationality: italian, irish, native american(i have to be cool like jim)
[ .020. ] bad habits: biting my nails
[ .021. ] piercings you have: 3 in each ear + cartilege
[ .022. ] piercings you want: labret
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: none
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: star on wrist. so cliche
[ .025. ] today's date: july 14th
[ .026. ] the time: 5:28 pm
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: right on
. : Family : .
[ .028. ] mother's name: dorcas
[ .029. ] father's name: ron
[ .030. ] step-parent's names, if any: nope
[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): none
[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): none
[ .033. ] favorite aunt: cintra or claudia (mom's side) + dawn or donna (dad's side)
[ .034. ] favorite uncle: hmm... sal or shawn (mom's side) + dean or shawn (dad's side)
[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: NONNY! my only grandparent
[ .036. ] worst relative: umm...doreen
[ .037. ] best relative: they all rock.
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: sometimes
[ .039. ]does anyone in your family understand you?: i don't think so
. : Pets : .
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: nope
[ .041. ] what are their names:
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they:
. : School : .
[ .043. ] are you still in school: yup
[ .044. ] did you drop out: nope
[ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: i don't remember. 3 point something
[ .046. ] favorite grade: 12th haha
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: 6th
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: don't have one.
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: oof last semester's psychology professor.
[ .050. ] favorite subject: english, psychology
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: math, history
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: bought
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: not even
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular ativities: i think i did yearbook for like 2 days
[ .055. ] are/were you popular: i don't know.
[ .056. ] favorite dance: i guess prom.
[ .057. ] favorite memory: i dont know
[ .058. ] least favorite dance: bleh
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: get over school
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: there were a lot
. : Favorites : .
[ .061. ] number: 8
[ .062. ] clothing brand: american eagle
[ .063. ] shoes: etnies
[ .064. ] saying: whichever i say the most.
[ .065. ] tv show: lizzie mcguire and the osbournes
[ .066. ] sport: soccer or baseball
[ .067. ] vegetable: carrots
[ .068. ] fruit: apples and cantelope
[ .069. ] movie: now & then, the faculty, little giants, the little mermaid, empire records..
[ .070. ] magazine: i guess rolling stone
[ .071. ] actor: josh hartnett, ashton kutcher, and heath ledger
[ .072. ] actress: christina ricci and hilary duff
[ .073. ] candy: raisinettes.
[ .074. ] gum: extra..the green kind
[ .075. ] scent: love spell
[ .076. ] candy bar: milky way
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: chocolate or peanut butter cup
[ .078. ] color: purple
[ .079. ] season: spring & summer
[ .080. ] holiday: christmas
[ .081. ] band: glassjaw
[ .082. ] singer: justin timberlake + christina aguilera
[ .083. ] group: n sync. haha
[ .084. ] rapper: 50 cent + nelly
[ .085. ] type of music: i don't know
[ .086. ] thing in your room: candleabra and my awesome hanging candle things that mom got me
[ .087. ] place to be: the city
[ .088. ] radio station: i dont listen to radio
[ .089. ] tv channel: disney + mtv
[ .090. ] junk food: doritos
[ .091. ] overall food: lobster rolls! hell yeah
[ .092. ] store: american eagle i guess
[ .093. ] shoe brand: etnies. we went through this already..
[ .094. ] fast food: taco bell
[ .095. ] restaurant: jimmies
[ .096. ] shape: star
[ .097. ] time of day: night time!
[ .098. ] country: england was rad.
[ .099. ] state: New York
[ .100. ] boys name: jordan
[ .101. ] girls name: ariel
[ .102. ] mall: don't have a favorite
[ .103. ] video game: tony hawk
[ .104. ] shampoo: bed head or pantene
[ .105. ] board game: monopoly
[ .106. ] computer game: sims
[ .107. ] car: mustang
[ .108. ] music video: "Weird" - Hanson
[ .109. ] swear word: fuck
[ .110. ] word: i dont know
[ .111. ] month: june
[ .112. ] cartoon character: trent from daria
[ .113. ] scary movie: the ring, even though it's hella scary
[ .114. ] team: yankees!
[ .115. ] possession: a special towel that i have or my teddy bear :)
. : What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear : .
[ .116. ] eminem: asshole
[ .117. ] dog: mikey
[ .129. ] linkin park: sucks
[ .130. ] jack: jill
[ .131. ] rainbow: rain
[ .132. ] cherry: pit
[ .133. ] cucumber: salad
[ .134. ] shark: ocean
[ .135. ] lifehouse: sucky band
[ .136. ] bat: man
[ .137. ] leather: jacket
[ .138. ] whip: chains
[ .139. ] america: freedom fries hahaha
[ .140. ] water: shower
[ .141. ] volcano: lava
. : This or that : .
[ .142. ] rock or rap: rock
[ .143. ] rock or pop: rock
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: rock
[ .145. ] rock or metal: metal
[ .146. ] rap or pop: pop
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: rap
[ .148. ] rap or metal: metal
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: pop
[ .150. ] pop or metal: metal
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: metal
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: limp bizkit
[ .153. ] tool or korn: tool
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: selena
[ .155. ] hot or cold: cold
[ .156. ] winter or summer: summer
[ .157. ] spring or fall: spring
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: shakira
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: eminem
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: manson
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: garbage
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: mtv
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: buffy
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: gilmore girls
[ .165. ] football or basketball: football
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: summer
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding
[ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: skateboarding
[ .169. ] black or white: black
[ .170. ] orange or red: red
[ .171. ] yellow or green: green
[ .172. ] purple or pink: purple
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: slipknot
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: pac sun
[ .175. ] inside or outside: outside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: weed
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: pen
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: powerpuff girls
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: scooby
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: dragon ball z
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: star wars
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: piercings
[ .184. ] prep or punk: who cares?
[ .185. ] slut or whore: slut
. : Private life : .
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: nope
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: sure
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: not in a romantic way
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: no way
[ .190. ] how many people have you kissed: psht. my lips are sealed
[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: some kid on the playground in pre school
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: oh i'm a regular heartbreaker PSHT
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: who hasn't?
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: i don't know
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: :oP
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: nope
.197. ] please post it if you do: nope
[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yup
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: nope
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: both
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: psht
[ .202. ] are you still friends: haha
[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: yup
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: sure
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: nope
[ .206. ] how about a little x : never. gross.
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: nope/
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: bad
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: i'm the sissy who can't even drink those.
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: yeah.
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: i don't
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: marlboro menthol lights
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: yes
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: fuck off
. : Would you ever : .
[ .215. ] bungee jump: nope
[ .216. ] sky dive: if i wanted to piss myself, maybe
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: yeah
[ .218. ] scuba dive: yeah
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: have before
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: nope
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no, but i know people who have
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: nope
[ .223. ] cross-dress: nope
[ .224. ] lie to the police: yeah.
[ .225. ] run from the police: nope
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: it doesn't work. they always know.
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: no, my name isn't mary.
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: nope
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: nope
[ .230. ] streak: nope
. : Have you ever : .
[ .258. ] flashed someone: nope
[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: what a disaster
[ .260. ] been to michigan: nope
[ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: nope
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: nope
[ .263. ] skateboarded: yup
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: nope
[ .265. ] stolen anything: nope
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: nope
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: yeah
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: probably
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: nope
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: yeah
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: nope
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: nope
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: nope
[ .275. ] been to a concert: yeah
[ .276. ] been to another country: yeah, 3 other countries
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: oh yeah
[ .278. ] got pulled over: yes
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: yup
[ .280. ] broke a law: sure
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: nope
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: no
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: yeah
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: nope
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: nope
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it: nope
. : Opinions : .
[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: some of it is good
[ .288. ] about boy bands: n sync hell yeah
[ .289. ] about flag burning: yippee
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: who caressss?
[ .291. ] about suicide: stupid
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: retarded
[ .293. ] about abortion: if its necessary.
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: haha i'm a fan
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: happy
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: vicki
. : What did you do : .
[ .297. ] last birthday: went to dinner with the friends.
[ .298. ] yesterday: nothing
[ .299. ] last weekend: worked + family cookout + ACS show.
[ .300. ] christmas: presents + fam came over.
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: ate
[ .302. ] new year's eve: watched everyone drink and shit, chilled with the friendsss
[ .303. ] halloween: went to the parade!
[ .304. ] easter: went to aunt's house
[ .305. ] valentine's day: nothing
. : the last : .
[ .306. ] thing you ate: dinner
[ .307. ] thing you drank: arizona iced tea
[ .308. ] thing you wore: puma pants, soccer shirt and stuff.
[ .309. ] place you went: cumberland farms
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: ears
[ .311. ] person you saw: mom
[ .312. ] person you kissed: gave guy a kiss on the cheek
[ .313. ] person you fucked: no one
[ .314. ] person you talked to: mom or dad
[ .315. ] song you heard: hilary duff's song
. : Now : .
[ .316. ] what are you eating: nothing
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: iced tea
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: puma pants, soccer shirt, etc.
[ .319. ] any shoes on: no
[ .320. ] hair: straight
[ .321. ] listening to: television
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: nope
[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: nope
. : Yes or no : .
[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: no
[ .325. ] do you like cows: they smell
[ .326. ] are you a bitch: yes
[ .327. ] are you artistic: hmm sure
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: no way
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: depends on what i'm running for
[ .330. ] can you ski: nope
[ .331. ] are you british: nope
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: ok hot topic
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: wow, you're gay
[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: yeah
[ .335. ] would you eat mac &cheese with hot dogs in it: yup
[ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made alice in wonderland: no
[ .337. ] are you straight: yeah
[ .338. ] are you ?stupid, ?insane, and another ?physically handicapped: no, but i think you are.
|
|
| the tickle, the taste of....it used to be the reason i breathed but now it's choking me up. |
[09 Jul 2003|01:13am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 excited |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Brand New - Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades |
] |
Hmm...So yesterday I spent some quality time with my boys Daryl and Chris (1). Daryl and I drove all the way up to Old Saybrook, with no radio, mind you. Fun stuff. Went to good old Staples and visited with Chris, went to Walmart and Radio Shack and then sat in the employee room while Chris worked on Daryl's new CD player. They ragged on me the whole time for not going to their shows anymore. That wasn't too fun. The Nose was the worst. Oh well. We'll see if I attend a NothingStar show anytime soon, boys. haha.
After that I went to Vicki's, had some mac n cheese and watched murder by numbers, then came home. Good times.
Today Vicki and I tried to sunbathe, but it was too hot. We ended up going to see 28 Days Later, which was AWESOME. What a crazy fucking movie.
After that we went to her house to get some cash and headed to Hamden to her show. I actually think I'm starting to like Grover Dill. AKA Preston was cool. Jeff is their drummer now, which was kind of weird cause I'm too used to him being in ACS. The show was good. Got to hang out with my homegirl Ashley. Fun stuff.
After the show we went to the flyer and then called it a night. Now I'm sitting behind the computer like a nerd. How cool am I?
Tomorrow is Norma Jean at the El n Gee! Woop Woop! Plus With Honor, oh yes, good show. I think Vicki and I are going up with Ashley. Not sure who is driving yet, but we'll figure it out tomorrow. Right now, I'm going to go make myself useful and stop being anti-social!
|
|
| did you see the man with the cocaine load? It's on sale for the price of your soul |
[06 Jul 2003|01:50am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 crazy |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Hanson - Can't Stop |
] |
Wow..
A few highlights of this evening with Miss Stefanie.
Went and saw the fireworks at High Plains Community Center in Orange. Fun stuff.
On the way to taco hell we almost killed a guy on a motor cycle. It would have been funny if the stupid fuck flipped. To all you people that ride motor cycles, don't follow cars too closely when a light turns yellow, especially not a white honda.
After that we went to my house which is where all the fun started. I think the lady at taco bell slipped some drugs into our tacos because we were crazy. We decided to go to Wal-something to get the shit we needed to do crazy twisties in my hair. Stef had to wear my lei and then we were set to go after acting like we were crazy drunks and laughing our heads off at my house.
Before leaving we popped in good old Hanson, our pop princes, and were on our merry way. We got to Wal-something without injuring anyone motoring around. We finally arrived at walgreens and as we were walking in the rent-a-cop followed us.
Conversation between Stef and Rent-a-cop man:
RAC: What, did you just get back from a luau or something?
STEF: Yup
RAC: Oh
haha. Yeah, he definitely thought we were two crazy drunk girls. What's wrong with wearing a lei to Walgreens? Don't they expect that kind of thing, being open 24 hours and all?
We finally got back to my house, where Stef did her nails and put the jizz that we got at walgreens in my hair. Now that my hair is "rock hard" and ready to withstand the worst of weather and all other natural disasters, I am beat.
I splatted some lava soap on Stef's pants when she was trying to get the jizz off of her hands. Good times.
Oh, and I now have five friendsters. Count them, 5. Woop Woop.
I am the shit. And my hair looks DAMN good.
|
|
| i just found a friend in one of your lies, to treat me so nice, i can't believe my bones. |
[30 Jun 2003|04:38pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 sad |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
The Early November - Come Back (acoustic) |
] |
I was all set to make my next journal entry about what an awesome weekend I had and how much fun I had, but now I don't feel like typing about fun and all that bullshit. Every time I'm in a fucking good mood, bad shit happens. Maybe I should just keep myself in a bad mood all the time, then I'll never have disappointment.
I used to be like that...I'd always be a bitch and never have any fun, just so I wouldn't have to deal with big let downs all the time. It never fucking fails, every time things are going good and I'm doing fine, something happens to fuck it all up. I am so sick of that.
I wish that I could move far away and just start over. I hate it here. I hate the people here. I hate my family. At this point, I don't even think I'd want to take anyone with me if I moved.
My mom said that people aren't only assholes here, it's like that all over the place. I think she's the biggest asshole out of them all. I think she needs to stop bitching about how she's paying for me to go to college and all this stupid shit. I have yet to meet one person whose parents aren't paying at least some of their college tuition and she acts like it's so common that people that are my age put themselves through college. Sometimes I wish she'd fucking open her eyes. She's so ignorant and all she ever does is put me down.
I'm tired of being the stupid girl that always gets hurt. I'm tired of everything.
|
|
| you can't blame a girl for sticking to what she knows... |
[27 Jun 2003|03:31am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 sleepy |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Taking Back Sunday - The Ballad Of Sal Villanueva |
] |
So it's been about a week since my last little journal entry and what a week it's been.
I went to Chrissy's graduation on Tuesday with Vicki and Stacey. It sucked because it started raining and we had to go stand in the dugout because Vicki's leg can't get wet. So I did not get to hear Chrissy's name called or see her or anything, which blew. I hope we hang out before she leaves for the summer cause she's a rad girl.
After graduation we came back to Milford, I dropped Vicki off and Stacey left when we got to my house. I chilled for a while and then Vicki called asking me if I wanted to go to Norwich. I did not want to drive, so I told her to see if Stacey would drive. Needless to say, Stacey said yes and we headed to Norwich to meet Joey AKA Asshole. What a cool kid. He looks like Jason Priestly and he's a hardcore singer. In our adventures to Norwich we met officer Baskett and he helped us, since we were lost. We finally got to Joey's house and chilled outside for a couple hours with the motherfucking coyotes. Hot shit right there. Then we were beat so we left.
Wednesday I went to Vicki's "show" with her. It was a sixteen year old's birthday party. How fun. We got to ride in Michelle's cabrio though, so it was all good. There was some drama because this cunt Kelsey was at the show and she gives Vicki dirty looks. I personally think Vicki should beat her with her crutches...the metal ones though. After that we went back to Merritt's and hung out there, ended up leaving to get my car then came back and sat there watching Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back. Good times.
Today I went to the studio with Vicki. It's always fun to go to the studio. Quinn made us laugh our asses off with his "mentally challenged" personality. The A Certain Something CD is FINALLY done. Amazing. That's all I have to say. As Jeff would say...it's like a "rock opera" haha. Gotta love Jeff. After the studio we went to Friendly's and then back to Merritt's. We chilled and listened to the CD. It was cool. Then I got dropped off at home in White Trash Wilma. Hot.
What an amazingggg week, aye? I probably left some stuff out, but who cares? Not I.
|
|
| my tongue is the only muscle on my body that works harder than my heart |
[20 Jun 2003|02:38am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 content |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Brand New - Okay I Believe You, But My Tommy Gun Don't |
] |
This week has been kind of boring. Not much to do cause Vicki's out of commission. That's okay though, I've been running around too much lately and being out every night can get tiring. Hmm...Stacey's birthday was yesterday (the nineteenth). We went to IHOP. It was good times. Stacey got her hair done. Stef dropped us off at Stacey's, then we drove around. Tried to find Daryl's work, but we weren't very good at that game.
Tonight I went to Vicki's and chilled with her. We watched Vanilla Sky, Camp Nowhere, Elimidate, and some non-mentionables. Teehee.
So I don't usually use song lyrics for journal entries, but this is an awesome song and to me it sums up some stuff I think, even if no one will take the time to read it. Yup. Not feeling too much of the new Brand New though.
i am heaven sent
don't you dare forget
i am all you ever wanted
what all the other boys promised
sorry i told
i just needed you to know
i think in decimals and dollars
i am the cause to all your problems
shelter from cold
we are never alone
coordinate brain and mouth
and then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out...
i wish i knew
i hope this song starts a craze
the kind of song that ignites the airwaves
the kind of song that makes people glad to be where they are
with whoever they're there with
this is war
every line is about who i don't want to write about anymore
i hope you come down with something they can't diagnose
and don't have the cure for
holding onto your grudge
oh it's so hard to have someone to love
and keeping quiet is hard
cause you can't keep a secret when it never was a secret to start
you could at least pretend you didn't want to get caught
we're concentrating on falling apart
we were contenders and now we're throwing the fight
but i just want to believe
i just want to believe
i just want to believe in us
oh we're so contraversial
we are entirely smooth
yes
we admit to the truth
we are the best at what we do
and these are the words you wish you wrote down
this is the way you wish your voice sounds
handsome and smart
ooh my tongue is the only muscle on my body that works harder than my heart
and it's all from watching TV
and from speeding up my breathing
i wouldn't stop if i could
oh it hurts to be this good
and you're holding onto your grudge
oh it hurts to always have to be honest with the one that you love
oh so let it go
we're concentrating on falling apart
we were contenders and now we're throwing the fight
i just want to believe
i just wanna believe
i just wanna believe
we're concentrating on falling apart
we were contenders and now we're throwing the fight
i just want to believe
i just want to believe
i just want to believe in us
this is the grace only we can bestow
this is the price you pay for loss of control
this is the break in the bend
this is the closest of calls
this is the reason you're alone
this is the rise and the fall.
we're concentrating on falling apart
we were contenders and now we're throwing the fight
i just want to believe
i just want to believe
i just want to believe
we're concentrating on falling apart
we were contenders and now we're throwing the fight
i just want to believe
i just want to believe
i just want to believe in us
|
|
| if you got a glass jaw, you should watch your mouth, cause i'll break your face |
[14 Jun 2003|11:20pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
bored |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
50 Cent - Patiently Waiting |
] |
Yesterday was awesome. Ming and Chow came to Connecticut! They finally got to see good old Milford. haha.
Vicki was supposed to play an outdoor show, but it rained, so after a few games of phone tag and a lot of confusion, the show ended up getting moved to Russ' basement, which was pretty cool. About thirty-five people showed up. It was hot as hell. A Certain Something only played a couple song, but we saw an awesome band from Rhode Island. Brookside from Long Island were good, but a little on the annoying side.
Jim was supposed to come hang out yesterday. He seemed to be really excited about it on thursday night and early on friday. It's kind of funny how things change so quickly. Whatever. I don't need friends that are going to constantly dick me over and play stupid mind games with me.
Anyway, Megan and Nicole left this morning, after an interesting sleepover and back to back episodes of Blind Date in the early hours of the morning.
Today I went to Stef's dance recital with Stacey. It was good. Stef was fucking awesome. Sometimes it makes me wish that I stuck with dancing all those years ago. It's not me though. The recital was a little on the long side, which made it worth the thirteen dollars that I paid for the ticket, I guess.
After that, I brought Stacey to her aunt's house and came home. There isn't much to do when majority of your friends are playing a show in Long Island and the only friends that are "around" are the ones that never really hang out with you or dick you over, ya know?
Eh, this is pointless, I'm done. Brooklyn's looking better and better to me. The party room with Ming + Chow and of course Vicki will be hanging out with us all the time too. Too bad I have to go to school. That always puts a damper on things.
*You shouldn't throw stones if you live in a glass house
and if you got a glass jaw, you should watch your mouth.*
|
|
| and i'm sorry that you cried so hard, darling. i'll never hurt you again. |
[09 Jun 2003|02:16am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 weird |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
A Static Lullaby - Lipgloss + Letdown |
] |
Work sucked this weekend. If you ever want a boring job, apply as a receptionist at your local old folks home.
So the past couple of days have been kind of crazy.
Last night was Senses Fail and Boys Night Out at Empress. Amazing. That's all I have to say. The sound at Empress sucks, but Senses Fail still managed to be fucking awesome. Vicki and I hung out up in the balcony and shit. It was cool. Dave and Buddy were up there, talking to Vicki and stuff. Matt from Red Chester, Eric from Grover Dill, and a couple of other people were up there too. Fun times.
Today was Every Time I Die, The Hope Conspiracy, and American Nightmare/American Nothing/Give Up The Ghost at Empress. Another awesome show. Every Time I Die and The Hope Conspiracy definitely stole the show though.
Vicki got harassed by some guy in a bandana. That was great. Then he was harassing the bassist from ETID when I was trying to buy my hat. What a bastard.
We got kicked out of the balcony tonight for not having wrist bands. Please. The people that work at Empress can be really fucking gay sometimes.
Saw Jim tonight. Gave him the CD I burned for him weeks ago. Got Stacey's DVD back plus another little surprise. I'm kind of wondering what is up with that whole thing. It's weird. Everything is weird.
Matt was there tonight, which made it so much more awesome because I got to see him before he left for tour. I'm going to miss him! Who's going to IM me with "say baby wasss happenin'" anymore? OOF!
Vicki says that I was talking in my sleep last night. Interesting. She was talking to me about Buddy and how he was talking to her online. What was I to do but answer? Haha. And a great answer it was. "oof"
The only thing I'm a little disappointed about tonight was that I didn't buy Daryl something, but I really didn't have any money. I feel bad, but what is a poor girl to do? Oh well. I need sleep more than anything in the world. the four AM to nine AM thing just is not working for me right now.
|
|
| tell me who should i be? |
[04 Jun 2003|02:12am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 accomplished |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Incubus - Idiot Box |
] |
Yesterday was pretty cool. I woke up at a decent hour and went to Vicki's with Stef. We bathed in the rays of the sun. haha. It was cool. I got a little burnt. Vicki got real burnt.
After that Vicki and I went to Merritt's. We tried to watch High Fidelity but couldn't pay attention at all. We went downstairs while the boys practiced. It was funny without Vicki singing.
Vicki brought me home so I could eat dinner and not spend money on food cause I'm sick of it.
I stayed home for a while. Then Stef came over and we played the sims. It was cool. We went to Wendy's for some dollar menu treats and then drove around. She brought me home and I pretty much went to bed.
Today Vicki and I baby sat Dominique and Sal. They're the best. Dominique's the cutest little girl, but the biggest bitch ever. It's awesome.
We came to my house and checked IMs and shit, then went to Vicki's. She spent forever and a day online and I played sky diver on her phone.
We left her house and went to visit Stef at work. That was cool for a while. We left there around seven-thirty and came back to my house. I ordered some more clothes that I wanted, ate dinner, and chilled.
The boys were playing basketball behind the library so we went and watched them do that, then went to Jay Gray's house to hang out for a while. Fun stuff. Watched the new Real World and some other random crap. Then Vicki and I left and drove around and I dropped her off at home then came home early and went through all my clothes.
Now I'm about to go through all my pictures and put them in this photo box thing my mom gave me. I feel like crap, but I'm happy that I'm getting stuff done.
Tomorrow is going to be a cleaning day, or else I get my ass kicked. I hate my room. It gets messy way too fast. Bleh.
|
|
| These eyes, they're strongly covered in disguise. |
[02 Jun 2003|01:55am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 jubilant |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
The Early November - I Want To Hear You Sad |
] |
Today was my motherfucking birthday. Yeah, that's right. Haha.
So my birthday pretty much started at 12 AM at Adam Lopiano's house when Tom played Happy Birthday on the guitar and everyone said happy birthday after the alarm on Stacey's phone went off. Good times.
I ended up bringing Stacey home early because her contacts were bothering the hell out of her. Jeff took the ride with me and my car was pulling some crazy shit because of the rain. I hate rain.
Yeah, so I ended up coming home and going to bed at like 4 AM then waking up at 10 AM to go out to breakfast with my parents. Friendly's. Yum.
Mom and Dad got me The Sims Superstar and they're letting me order some clothes that I want. It's cool.
I got about fifty phone calls from family and friends saying happy birthday. I never knew people cared so much. haha.
Stacey picked me up at around seven-thirty I think and we went to Stef's house to meet up with Vicki and Stef. We left there at around nine to head to TGIFridays for dinner. Daryl met us there, but he was "fifty-nine" minutes late haha. It was all fun and games until I heard the familiar clapping of the birthday song. That was embarrassing, but surprisingly, I lived.
All-in-all it was an awesome day. Vicki and Stacey got me my plugs, I got free ice cream, and Daryl made a sexyhot card for me and picked me a flower. Plus the ten million happy birthday's I got from people. I love my friends. They're fucking awesome and I wouldn't trade them for anyone. Not even you.
Thank you, Christina, Megan, Nicole, Kendra, and Ashley for saying Happy Birthday in some form today. You guys are awesome as well :o).
Now, I'm beat so I'm going to bed. Peace out bitches.
|
|
| your picture still remains, but I wonder, are you still the same? |
[28 May 2003|02:37am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
tired |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Finch - Without You Here |
] |
Today Vicki and I headed up to Hartford so Vicki could help Amie with a project she had to do. It was fun. Hung out up there for a while and Vicki was "acting" haha.
This kid tried to kick A Certain Something off the show friday. Oof. Big mistake. We weren't having that. Vicki called Daryl and left him a voicemail and Daryl saved the day. Needless to say, A Certain Something is back on the bill and co-headlining with In Pieces. Funny how these things work out.
So we came back from Hartford and went to Merritt's. We watched the Real World France casting thing and then at around eleven Vicki, Jeff, Merritt, Adam, and I went to the flyer to meet up with Daryl and his friend to "celebrate" haha. It was fun.
After that, Vicki brought me home because she had to get her car home and then I talked to StaceFace and she came and picked me up and we drove around for a while, just hanging out, while I smoked my cigarettes. It was fun.
And now I'm doing laundry and thinking about the rest of the week. Tomorrow I get to baby sit for the beast herself, Dominique haha. I love her, she's my favorite little cousin. Such a bitch, much like myself.
Thursday I'm going to Long Island with Vicki to hang out with Ben (FATA). That should be tons of fun.
Then of course the show is on friday. Awesome show, might I add. NothingStar, A Certain Something, For Her I Can Be A Hero, In Pieces. Awesome. I can't wait.
|
|
| Postmarked Middle Island, out east in the county of the solemn... |
[27 May 2003|02:10pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 confused |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Glassjaw - Hurting and Shoving |
] |
So this weekend was...interesting.
Jim quit NothingStar. It's kind of weird. I know I'm probably never going to see him again. Eh, that's okay. He's going to be the sad one when he doesn't have The Early November's acoustic EP. Hah.
I can't say much about what I think on the subject, because I don't want anyone to be offended and I have conflicting opinions about the whole thing. Like I said, it all confuses me. I'm staying out of it and not getting in the middle. I've heard Jim's reasons, I've heard other stuff. It's not my place to really say anything.
Like I told Daryl the other day, it's just sad that such an awesome kid changed so much in so little time. We all used to have so much fun and now it seems like no one's having fun anymore. Oh well.
I worked this weekend. Did absolutely nothing on Saturday night. Sunday night went to the Olive Garden with my parents and Vicki. Then went to Merritt's to watch The Matrix after driving aimlessly for a while.
Memorial Day was dumb. I worked from four until seven, picked Vicki up, went to my house, she played on the webcam, i took a shower and got ready. We went out, drove around, couldn't find anything to do and ended up at the flyer. Then we drove a little more, then went home. Boring.
It's finally nice out today. It's been raining for about a week now I think and today it's finally really sunny and nice out. Sad that I have nothing to do that involves being outside. Oh well.
More later I guess, there's nothing left to write.
|
|
| looking in your eyes, i see a paradise.. |
[24 May 2003|10:23pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
chipper |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
The Starting Line - Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now |
] |
Last night was an interesting one to say the least.
After spending all day in the car, we final got to East Greenwich, Rhode Island at around four-thirty. Not too bad, for leaving Milford at around quarter to two.
The show was kind of a bust. There was a good amount of people there, but majority of them didn't pay to get in so the gas money guaranteed to A Certain Something was $5. Real cool since they drove over two hours to get there. There were a couple of cool kids at the show. Plus, Megan and Nicole were there!
Overall, the show was pretty boring, there were two good bands out of five. Megan, Nicole, and I sold some ACS merch though so I was proud of us. hah. Vicki met Jarret, whom she went to see tonight at another show in Rhode Island. Crazy girl.
After the show we went to Bickfords in Cranston. Jordan met us there. Now, I had faith that Jordan was a cool kid after talking to him on the phone and online. That faith is gone now. The kid totally changed his personality in five seconds. Weird-o.
After Bickfords we said our good-byes to Megan and Nicole and Jordan and Chris. We headed back to Connecticut, stopping in Guilford to go to Quinn's house and pick Jeff up.
Vicki drank too much coffee at Bickfords and was getting a little violent about the way other people were driving. What a scene that was. She even cut off a truck after he cut us off. That was the only scary part to the night, besides meeting Jordan. Hah.
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
|
|
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
dorrayfxc's journal